Quick rant before I go to sleep

I don’t know what it is….but every time I see you..no matter how many months/years have gone by, it’s like I’m right back to square one. All those feelings we had for each other as kids just slaps me in the face when i see you and I get overwhelmed. I know it’s the same for you too because the little things you do and say give it away. I hate that you live so far, I hate that we care about what others think, and I hate that we didn’t pursue something that could have been beautiful. It irritates me how much you lie. I know you’re dating someone and that’s fine. We aren’t anything anyway so why go through the extremities and lie? The fact that you did makes me think even more that you feel as I do. I know you’ll never read this….but I think I’ll forever have feelings for you. No matter how crazy/stupid it makes me look

1 month ago