— Day 15: Horoscope
I realize I have been slacking off :( Trying to pick back up! Horoscope:Pisces.  “When it comes to love a pisces tends to fall in and out of it easily. when they are in love, it is an all consuming passion that takes them to their emotional heights as well as depths. Pisces craves romance, though they might not want to admit it, so they will depend on their love interest to take the lead. A pisces needs to feel needed and emotionally secure in order to be truly happy in their relationships. Pisces tend to fall for the wrong people—Shady characters and emotional vampires who might take the caring pisces for granted. Pisces should be treated with gratitude for them to remain satisfied”
I believe its accurate…except for the whole love stuff.
what is love? ;) — Relevant Rant
“I’m not surprised, not everything lasts I’ve broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track Talk myself in, I talk myself out I get all worked up, then I let myself down I tried so very hard not to lose it. I came up with a million excuses. I thought, I thought of every possibility And I know someday that it’ll all turn out. You’ll make me work, so we can work to work it out And I promise you kid that I give SO much more than I get. I just havent met you yet. I might have to wait, ill never give up. I guess its half timing, and the other half’s luck. Wherever you are, whenever its right, you’ll come out of nowhere and into my life”. — Day 5: Things I want to say to the ex
I wish things could’ve worked out. I wish I wasn’t such a bitch. I don’t regret anything that happened from the time we met, to the time it ended. Thank you for helping me in more ways than you know. Thank you for being there for me through all the rough shit I dealt with these past years. You were seriously my best friend/backbone. There is no other way to describe you. Thank you for bringing out the side of me that I hadn’t brought out in awhile. Thank you for allowing me to be myself. Thank you for making me get in touch with all the old passions I had in life. I truly do wish the best for you. I know that you will make some girl really happy. YOU deserve to be happy. Thank you for making me believe in the possibility of “soul mates”. (even though it didn’t work out, there was a point in time where I truly thought it was true) Thank you for making me see that long distance relationships CAN work out if you truly love one another. Thank you for meeting me at the zoo. Thank you for coming to California. Thank you for the random nights in San Francisco, that were so simple, yet so adventurous. Thank you for loving me. I hope you become everything that I know you can be. I hope you pursue all those things you told me you dreamt of with the person you deserve to be with. I know you can do it. Im just sorry it couldn’t be with me. — Quick rant before I go to sleep
I don’t know what it is….but every time I see you..no matter how many months/years have gone by, it’s like I’m right back to square one. All those feelings we had for each other as kids just slaps me in the face when i see you and I get overwhelmed. I know it’s the same for you too because the little things you do and say give it away. I hate that you live so far, I hate that we care about what others think, and I hate that we didn’t pursue something that could have been beautiful. It irritates me how much you lie. I know you’re dating someone and that’s fine. We aren’t anything anyway so why go through the extremities and lie? The fact that you did makes me think even more that you feel as I do. I know you’ll never read this….but I think I’ll forever have feelings for you. No matter how crazy/stupid it makes me look 
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