Im so sorry tumblr…..I will always love thee. 

ugh, this picture is SO OLD but its the only one I could find with most of the family in it. Words cannot describe how much I adore my family. They’re literally the reason why I go on day by day. They’re my motivation, my backbone, my role models, my LIFE. I don’t believe in religion or any of that B.S. but I truly believe that GOD put me in this family for a reason. I cannot see myself growing up with any other type of family. I love my loud/crazy/bluntly honest/sarcastic/hilarious/kind hearted spanish family.

I wouldn’t trade them for the world. 

How important is it to me?

It is E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G to me.

Its the deal breaker for possible relationships. (not educated, not going to be mine)

Its the future of my career, and way of living. It has so much more meaning than just passing classes with mediocre grades and “getting by”.

Its what I pride myself on.

This girl right here :) 

im a happy camper

I don’t know what it is….but every time I see you..no matter how many months/years have gone by, it’s like I’m right back to square one. All those feelings we had for each other as kids just slaps me in the face when i see you and I get overwhelmed. I know it’s the same for you too because the little things you do and say give it away. I hate that you live so far, I hate that we care about what others think, and I hate that we didn’t pursue something that could have been beautiful. It irritates me how much you lie. I know you’re dating someone and that’s fine. We aren’t anything anyway so why go through the extremities and lie? The fact that you did makes me think even more that you feel as I do. I know you’ll never read this….but I think I’ll forever have feelings for you. No matter how crazy/stupid it makes me look