I wish things could’ve worked out.

I wish I wasn’t such a bitch.

I don’t regret anything that happened from the time we met, to the time it ended. Thank you for helping me in more ways than you know. Thank you for being there for me through all the rough shit I dealt with these past years. You were seriously my best friend/backbone. There is no other way to describe you. Thank you for bringing out the side of me that I hadn’t brought out in awhile. Thank you for allowing me to be myself. Thank you for making me get in touch with all the old passions I had in life. I truly do wish the best for you. I know that you will make some girl really happy. YOU deserve to be happy. Thank you for making me believe in the possibility of “soul mates”. (even though it didn’t work out, there was a point in time where I truly thought it was true) Thank you for making me see that long distance relationships CAN work out if you truly love one another. Thank you for meeting me at the zoo. Thank you for coming to California. Thank you for the random nights in San Francisco, that were so simple, yet so adventurous. 

Thank you for loving me.

I hope you become everything that I know you can be.

I hope you pursue all those things you told me you dreamt of with the person you deserve to be with.

I know you can do it.

Im just sorry it couldn’t be with me.