— Just another Rant..
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— HolyShit..
I turn 20 In 7 days and counting! I officially will not be perceived as a “teen” anymore. I don’t know if I can take it! I know its just another year, and I’m still considered young, but honestly this is a bigger jump for me than it was when I turned 18 and was considered “a legal adult” (who can’t buy alcohol go figure). Im going to be an adult. Im going to be transferring to a State/University in a short 2 semesters from now. Im going to be living on my own. My life is on the right track but its scary. Life is just moving way too fast right now. Look out world, I don’t know if we can handle each other. — Day 17: Something That I’m Proud Of
Would I sound CONCEITED if I said I was proud of myself? Well too bad because I am. I’ve seriously come a long way from how I used to be. That once “passive” girl is completely gone, and its all for the better. Im focused, determined, and ambitious. I seriously don’t remember the person I was in high school. But I love who I am today, and am happy with myself and the people who have stuck by my side through the process. — Day 15: Horoscope
I realize I have been slacking off :( Trying to pick back up! Horoscope:Pisces.  “When it comes to love a pisces tends to fall in and out of it easily. when they are in love, it is an all consuming passion that takes them to their emotional heights as well as depths. Pisces craves romance, though they might not want to admit it, so they will depend on their love interest to take the lead. A pisces needs to feel needed and emotionally secure in order to be truly happy in their relationships. Pisces tend to fall for the wrong people—Shady characters and emotional vampires who might take the caring pisces for granted. Pisces should be treated with gratitude for them to remain satisfied”
I believe its accurate…except for the whole love stuff.
what is love? ;) — School is taking over my social life.
Im so sorry tumblr…..I will always love thee. — Today,Today,Today:
FINALLY have a day off. This week has been so busy, but ALAS its Wednesday. (Happy Hump Day People) ALMOST the end of this long week. Just got back from school, and my brain is literally DRAINED of all possible drain-able things. Getting ready to go to the gym now and work out my actual muscles rather than my brain muscle. I serioulsy need to start my morning jogs. Ive been slacking!. Havent ran in a good two weeks. BUT in my defense the weather has been horrid so thats what I’ll blame. Well off to the gym I go, Then back home to do some more studying -_- Ill post the next challenge some time this evening. TOOOOOOO much work to upload the pic. S.G.S School.Gym.Study — Relevant Rant
“I’m not surprised, not everything lasts I’ve broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track Talk myself in, I talk myself out I get all worked up, then I let myself down I tried so very hard not to lose it. I came up with a million excuses. I thought, I thought of every possibility And I know someday that it’ll all turn out. You’ll make me work, so we can work to work it out And I promise you kid that I give SO much more than I get. I just havent met you yet. I might have to wait, ill never give up. I guess its half timing, and the other half’s luck. Wherever you are, whenever its right, you’ll come out of nowhere and into my life”. |
For some reason writing out the problems im having really helps. Pathetic? maybe…but it helps nonetheless
So here we go…
Why does fate always put you and I in the same room? ….I mean really. Don’t you think if nothing was meant to happen between us we would have just saw each other through that semester we had together, then MAYBE occasionally around campus from time to time? For some reason I just keep bumping into you, and it just makes me wonder if you think as I do.
I feel like such a stupid little girl with a childish crush on a guy who I barely even know. I mean you’re basically a stranger to me, yet I cant stop thinking about you. And it doesn’t help that you’re so sweet. I swear every time I see you, you make it a point to come say hi. Even today, you walked ALL the way across the library just to say hi. Maybe I’m being a little over-dramatic, I mean you probably do that to EVERY girl you know…but I can hope right? We didnt even talk during the whole semester we had class together, but when we saw eachtoher that one night you made the initiative to come up to me and start a conversation. You didnt have too, I mean we didnt even know eachother….but you did. Why?
It doesn’t help that you’re extremely cute and that you can dance. Or that we danced numerous times together even when I told you I couldn’t keep up haha.
I don’t even remember your name.
Why am I even questioning every little thing?
Why do I even care? UGH
I feel so stupid every time I think about you, because i’m sure you don’t think about me.
I mean why would you? I’m just a stranger.